Monday, August 3, 2009
i wish that i did not gave it a second thought.
i wish that i gave my best.
i wish that, i did not care about how other feels.
i wish that i did not get my thinkings too complicated.
i wish that i had the courage.
i wish that i told you what i really felt then.
i wish that it is never too late.
i wish that i could turn time back.
WISHES never come true. bcos, it is all pure redemption.
trick me once, shame on you. trick me twice, SHAME ON ME. this really make sense.
i wish that i gave my best.
i wish that, i did not care about how other feels.
i wish that i did not get my thinkings too complicated.
i wish that i had the courage.
i wish that i told you what i really felt then.
i wish that it is never too late.
i wish that i could turn time back.
WISHES never come true. bcos, it is all pure redemption.
trick me once, shame on you. trick me twice, SHAME ON ME. this really make sense.
what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
Monday, July 6, 2009
There goes my chance.....
to sit one the one million $$$ slide. Criuse postpone... sad. But this means we will have more time to practice and produce quality music! Then we can play ABBA GOLD! and not... slow pop slow songs. can play shrek dance party. 3 years in band, in the end, the highest grade song which i played was Hannukka. Wasted la. Then now need to go back to the basics again. My section is big hor! But idk who my juniors are. Mr Er separate us.. T.T. My section is young can. No seniors all graduate then some quit. Missing parts in clarinet not my fault. Its school's fault. Bad habits? from seniors! not me lehh... They are going to announce post soon... shit.
to sit one the one million $$$ slide. Criuse postpone... sad. But this means we will have more time to practice and produce quality music! Then we can play ABBA GOLD! and not... slow pop slow songs. can play shrek dance party. 3 years in band, in the end, the highest grade song which i played was Hannukka. Wasted la. Then now need to go back to the basics again. My section is big hor! But idk who my juniors are. Mr Er separate us.. T.T. My section is young can. No seniors all graduate then some quit. Missing parts in clarinet not my fault. Its school's fault. Bad habits? from seniors! not me lehh... They are going to announce post soon... shit.
what we could have been, 11:02 AM.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Woohoo!~ i dissociates partially in you to get a low concentration of peisin ion!
Regardless of the result, i'll learn from it. I just realise that last minute study don't really work already. I can kiss goodbye to my sciences, i guess this year would be the first time i ever fail a subject. But, i'm going to try really really hard to get back my top positions. Monday is my last paper, lets see if i can turn the world upside down. haha.
Band going to resume, i seems to lack of some music in my life. Normal life is gonna resume!
This isn't a great week, a miserable one. Thanks, to that particular one who stood by me, let me pour my woes, and made me smile. told me to be strong. Sometimes, suffering in silenece, is the best things, won't affect others. All i have to do is to put on a smiley faced mask. Great!
NOTE: away for OBS from 1 to 5 june!
this is what your birth date reveals about you!5 + 11 + 1994 = 20102 + 0 + 1 + 0 = 3Your Birth Number : 33’s are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic, and easygoing. They start many things, but don’t always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view.
Band going to resume, i seems to lack of some music in my life. Normal life is gonna resume!
This isn't a great week, a miserable one. Thanks, to that particular one who stood by me, let me pour my woes, and made me smile. told me to be strong. Sometimes, suffering in silenece, is the best things, won't affect others. All i have to do is to put on a smiley faced mask. Great!
NOTE: away for OBS from 1 to 5 june!
what we could have been, 9:19 PM.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
When will 220509 come...
I think i miss band like mad already. i just felt really really empty. Without band, life seems to be so aimless. BUT!!! i've found a new aim! the upcoming MYE~! But quite slack. Though i revised some... but, i'm still not confident. Need to study alot alot more. I hope i could make it this Sunday cause it is Jialin's bdae! Hope Mummy would allow me. Had oral ytd, and thanks Jh for teaching me oral, cos i missed out lessons for oral then i only have the notes to refer, nothing much. Then thanks TY for giving moral support uh! He is super nice! haha! I feel so bad not going to support him for his race, as mum don't allow then too bad lo. Damn lots of projects, exams still need to do projects. Can Projects help in o level? Retarded idea of teacher. Esp chinese. Its irrelavant. This Saturday have Cat's musical.. I don't have anything that looks nice enough to go... Should i just go and borrow or... buy... bla wdv... wait until Friday then say...
you reap what you sow..
I think i miss band like mad already. i just felt really really empty. Without band, life seems to be so aimless. BUT!!! i've found a new aim! the upcoming MYE~! But quite slack. Though i revised some... but, i'm still not confident. Need to study alot alot more. I hope i could make it this Sunday cause it is Jialin's bdae! Hope Mummy would allow me. Had oral ytd, and thanks Jh for teaching me oral, cos i missed out lessons for oral then i only have the notes to refer, nothing much. Then thanks TY for giving moral support uh! He is super nice! haha! I feel so bad not going to support him for his race, as mum don't allow then too bad lo. Damn lots of projects, exams still need to do projects. Can Projects help in o level? Retarded idea of teacher. Esp chinese. Its irrelavant. This Saturday have Cat's musical.. I don't have anything that looks nice enough to go... Should i just go and borrow or... buy... bla wdv... wait until Friday then say...
you reap what you sow..
what we could have been, 6:27 PM.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Nothing comes true....
No matter how hard you pray
no matter how hard you wish
No matter how you try
Nothing comes true....
Miracle are just coincidence...
tell me they are not... I'm losing confidence...
I just want him to give me face of assurance. I don't want a change of conductor anymore. Please dont give up on us. Don't leave us alone, like he did. Please... Thats the last thing i'm wishing for...
Hugs needed... But i'm afraid i would break down again.... But WHO would be there...? No one...
No matter how hard you pray
no matter how hard you wish
No matter how you try
Nothing comes true....
Miracle are just coincidence...
tell me they are not... I'm losing confidence...
I just want him to give me face of assurance. I don't want a change of conductor anymore. Please dont give up on us. Don't leave us alone, like he did. Please... Thats the last thing i'm wishing for...
Hugs needed... But i'm afraid i would break down again.... But WHO would be there...? No one...
what we could have been, 6:30 PM.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
i'm only left with...
26HOURS!
I feel really helpless. Its going to be the first and last time. And we are not ready. Looking back, i starts to have regrets. I still cant bring in the emotions to meno mosso. I still cant make it. God, would you please help me? Help this Band? We really really hope to get a Silver. We need to get a Silver. I'm willing to sacrifice everything, just to get the silver medal. Can you help me to pull all the band members heart togerther, the percussion starts to be serious. Once we are on stage, there would be no way we can turn back. Tmr attendance would be good. EL teachers would xcuse band members from oral and postpone it, PLeae make it happen. We are only left with that mere 3 hours plus. Band members, treasure that time. PLEASE! Mr Poh, please don't give uo on us, everyone can but you can't. GOD! please help me, help the band... PLEASE....
26HOURS!
I feel really helpless. Its going to be the first and last time. And we are not ready. Looking back, i starts to have regrets. I still cant bring in the emotions to meno mosso. I still cant make it. God, would you please help me? Help this Band? We really really hope to get a Silver. We need to get a Silver. I'm willing to sacrifice everything, just to get the silver medal. Can you help me to pull all the band members heart togerther, the percussion starts to be serious. Once we are on stage, there would be no way we can turn back. Tmr attendance would be good. EL teachers would xcuse band members from oral and postpone it, PLeae make it happen. We are only left with that mere 3 hours plus. Band members, treasure that time. PLEASE! Mr Poh, please don't give uo on us, everyone can but you can't. GOD! please help me, help the band... PLEASE....
what we could have been, 10:05 PM.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
MENO MOSSO MEANS LESS MOVEMENT...
5 more days. And we are not ready. It would really be a miracle if we gets a silver. Really prays hard that we could get at least a bronze. Still cannot get the meno mosso parts right. The expression, the intonation! AND! Can't blend. Clashing like mad, it no don't even sound like music, it sounds like NOISE. Was suppose to brush up... But tmr have CIP. DAMN! Waste my time I must make it. I want the people playing Bar 60 and meno mosso and bar 128 parts to cry when the play. It WILL happen.
Think of the saddest thing that happened to you.
I nearly died today. fortunately, the bball didnt hit my head
5 more days. And we are not ready. It would really be a miracle if we gets a silver. Really prays hard that we could get at least a bronze. Still cannot get the meno mosso parts right. The expression, the intonation! AND! Can't blend. Clashing like mad, it no don't even sound like music, it sounds like NOISE. Was suppose to brush up... But tmr have CIP. DAMN! Waste my time I must make it. I want the people playing Bar 60 and meno mosso and bar 128 parts to cry when the play. It WILL happen.
Think of the saddest thing that happened to you.
I nearly died today. fortunately, the bball didnt hit my head
what we could have been, 9:04 PM.
