Thursday, February 26, 2009
ITS A SHE!
Examiner is a woman. She is damn tall and damn skinny. One look of her sends chill down my spine. I was shivering the night before the exam. And that trigger my sweaty palm. A piece and B piece was a breeze. BUT c piece was sucky. My fingers slipped, and all the hardworks are gone... Though the last chord was okay... But it was'nt loud enough. And my scales are rubbish. Sight-reading and oral is expected de.... i got the allgretto piece which was err.. then the aural is... dont want to talk about it. SAD LA! over already... Left with my theory. I will start memorising all the terms. Must get back my dist.!
DAD bought a new notebook! with webcam. finding a target... HAHA! becarefull.!
didnt went back to school after exam, went to northpoint with mummy... to.... buy new contacts! my contact lens already 1 year liao. Come to think of it, it has been with me for so long. Whatever i see, it has also seen. Abit BU She DE.
CHEM test tmr...! woohoo! at least for now, I like chem! hahas! physics test on lens was perfect! as lynn and junwei helped me! hahs!
Saturday would be our concert! woohoo!
its time for you to look around and see what's going on... i want to old you...
Examiner is a woman. She is damn tall and damn skinny. One look of her sends chill down my spine. I was shivering the night before the exam. And that trigger my sweaty palm. A piece and B piece was a breeze. BUT c piece was sucky. My fingers slipped, and all the hardworks are gone... Though the last chord was okay... But it was'nt loud enough. And my scales are rubbish. Sight-reading and oral is expected de.... i got the allgretto piece which was err.. then the aural is... dont want to talk about it. SAD LA! over already... Left with my theory. I will start memorising all the terms. Must get back my dist.!
DAD bought a new notebook! with webcam. finding a target... HAHA! becarefull.!
didnt went back to school after exam, went to northpoint with mummy... to.... buy new contacts! my contact lens already 1 year liao. Come to think of it, it has been with me for so long. Whatever i see, it has also seen. Abit BU She DE.
CHEM test tmr...! woohoo! at least for now, I like chem! hahas! physics test on lens was perfect! as lynn and junwei helped me! hahs!
Saturday would be our concert! woohoo!
its time for you to look around and see what's going on... i want to old you...
what we could have been, 12:05 PM.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
LET US ALL CLOSE OUR EYES, AND HOPE THAT.....
26/2/09, 10.03 AM... THAT EXAMINATION WOULD BE A BREEZE!
GIVE ME A SOLEMN PIECE TO PLAY FOR SIGHT-READING~!
what we could have been, 9:45 PM.
Monday, February 23, 2009
I never knew that until today...
To think that, what i've done is nothing to you. NOTHING. I think my practical is gonna die!
nervous...
heartache....
To think that, what i've done is nothing to you. NOTHING. I think my practical is gonna die!
nervous...
heartache....
what we could have been, 10:41 PM.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
TISSUES EVERYWHERE!
Falling sick isn't a good thing after all. Can't seems to concentrate on anything, staring into the space, doing nothing is a waste of my time! Stacks of homeworks and things to rmb are waiting for me. I'm not having fever, but yet i feel the heat running up to my head and this made my eyes wet. Super wet, like i've cried.
it was only now, then i realise, it was me who thought that you were very important, but to you, i wasn't even worth a single cent. i'm just someone whom you could make use of. Just a passer-by in you life. yet, i'm still clinging on, hoping that... it wasn't the truth...
Falling sick isn't a good thing after all. Can't seems to concentrate on anything, staring into the space, doing nothing is a waste of my time! Stacks of homeworks and things to rmb are waiting for me. I'm not having fever, but yet i feel the heat running up to my head and this made my eyes wet. Super wet, like i've cried.
it was only now, then i realise, it was me who thought that you were very important, but to you, i wasn't even worth a single cent. i'm just someone whom you could make use of. Just a passer-by in you life. yet, i'm still clinging on, hoping that... it wasn't the truth...
what we could have been, 1:41 PM.
Friday, February 20, 2009
BAD NOSE night!
I DON'T why i changed the skin until like that... CUZ... its in yellow? close to orange? Sight-reading and oral, and scales are really killing me. I dont think i can make it this time round. Seriously, everything seems to come to me at the same time, and i nearly died of suffocation. Ever since that day, talking to you seems like talking to the wall. I only have 2 words from you... LOLS, haha... Not bad uh? better then the wall uh. Oh my gosh! I really really hope that the examiner is not a WOMAN, if it is, she would be super strict. Esp those angmoh woman, old already, they looked super... SCARY. My Gondolier is still with Jingyi. After p.theory exam, i feel like taking one month break from piano. I really sian diao already. I need to get those emotions for piano BACK! i became Mellissa. Stupid mr faisal. He go save my project work as... mellissa,lynn,junwei. Damn it sia. Lynn down there laughing like hell during geog lesson. GGRR....
TMR still have Mr ho... I'm going early then i can kup my fav corner. I realised that i cant concentrate on my work when i'm sitting at other places. Whoever snatch my place from me, i will KILL you! CHRYSTAL IS GOING FOR STEVEN TMR NIGHT! WOOHOO! ~ finally, i waited for a very very long time already...!
Hope tmr would be a better day.
as each day passes by, i'm slowly dissapearing in your life.... M i right??
I DON'T why i changed the skin until like that... CUZ... its in yellow? close to orange? Sight-reading and oral, and scales are really killing me. I dont think i can make it this time round. Seriously, everything seems to come to me at the same time, and i nearly died of suffocation. Ever since that day, talking to you seems like talking to the wall. I only have 2 words from you... LOLS, haha... Not bad uh? better then the wall uh. Oh my gosh! I really really hope that the examiner is not a WOMAN, if it is, she would be super strict. Esp those angmoh woman, old already, they looked super... SCARY. My Gondolier is still with Jingyi. After p.theory exam, i feel like taking one month break from piano. I really sian diao already. I need to get those emotions for piano BACK! i became Mellissa. Stupid mr faisal. He go save my project work as... mellissa,lynn,junwei. Damn it sia. Lynn down there laughing like hell during geog lesson. GGRR....
TMR still have Mr ho... I'm going early then i can kup my fav corner. I realised that i cant concentrate on my work when i'm sitting at other places. Whoever snatch my place from me, i will KILL you! CHRYSTAL IS GOING FOR STEVEN TMR NIGHT! WOOHOO! ~ finally, i waited for a very very long time already...!
Hope tmr would be a better day.
as each day passes by, i'm slowly dissapearing in your life.... M i right??
what we could have been, 9:58 PM.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
INTENSE!!!
I can't believe i slept the whole afternoon after i reach home! DIE! i wasted my time, and later i have to go mr ho! AND I HAVE NOT STUDIED PHYSICS! LENSES!. My physics cannot cmi again already, i must make it nah! And, my english compre improve! wooho. Hope dont have to go el srp. And i hope no Cl srp, and no Physics srp. If physics srp does not falls on wed, i would go, but, it falls on wed! tmr will know who would be going for srp.
Chem test was.. HAHASS! i did some of them during mr ho! And that woman actually copied the whole question, the whole chunk in! except the ammonia part. GRR.... And i still dont know what the hell is... relative abundance. searched the net.. and what i got is...,
How can you calculate the relative abundance of two isotopes when given the atomic masses of both isotopes and also the average atomic mass for the element?
Igloo says The conventional method is to use algebra. Let’s take an example. Copper consists mainly of two isotopes, 63Cu and 65Cu, and its (average) atomic mass is 63.55 (to 2 d.p.) Let’s assume next that the percentage abundance of 63Cu is x This means that the percentage abundance of 65Cu will be 100-x Given 100 random copper atoms, x will each have a mass of 63 [total mass = 63x] And 100-x will have a mass of 65 [total mass = (100-x) x 65 = 6500-65x] So the total mass of 100 atoms = 63x + 6500–65x = 6500–2x This means that the average mass = (6500–2x) / 100 But we are told in the question that average mass = 63.55 Therefore (6500-2x) / 100 = 63.55 So 6500–2x = 6355 Hence 2x = 6500-6355 = 145 And x = 72.5 So, in a typical sample of copper 72.5% of the atoms are 63Cu and 27.5% are 65Cu.
and... i don't even understand a single part of it.
GEOG TEST= no hope, didn even prepare the least...
I can't believe i slept the whole afternoon after i reach home! DIE! i wasted my time, and later i have to go mr ho! AND I HAVE NOT STUDIED PHYSICS! LENSES!. My physics cannot cmi again already, i must make it nah! And, my english compre improve! wooho. Hope dont have to go el srp. And i hope no Cl srp, and no Physics srp. If physics srp does not falls on wed, i would go, but, it falls on wed! tmr will know who would be going for srp.
Chem test was.. HAHASS! i did some of them during mr ho! And that woman actually copied the whole question, the whole chunk in! except the ammonia part. GRR.... And i still dont know what the hell is... relative abundance. searched the net.. and what i got is...,
How can you calculate the relative abundance of two isotopes when given the atomic masses of both isotopes and also the average atomic mass for the element?
Igloo says The conventional method is to use algebra. Let’s take an example. Copper consists mainly of two isotopes, 63Cu and 65Cu, and its (average) atomic mass is 63.55 (to 2 d.p.) Let’s assume next that the percentage abundance of 63Cu is x This means that the percentage abundance of 65Cu will be 100-x Given 100 random copper atoms, x will each have a mass of 63 [total mass = 63x] And 100-x will have a mass of 65 [total mass = (100-x) x 65 = 6500-65x] So the total mass of 100 atoms = 63x + 6500–65x = 6500–2x This means that the average mass = (6500–2x) / 100 But we are told in the question that average mass = 63.55 Therefore (6500-2x) / 100 = 63.55 So 6500–2x = 6355 Hence 2x = 6500-6355 = 145 And x = 72.5 So, in a typical sample of copper 72.5% of the atoms are 63Cu and 27.5% are 65Cu.
and... i don't even understand a single part of it.
GEOG TEST= no hope, didn even prepare the least...
what we could have been, 5:34 PM.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Climate change could be even worse than feared The amount of carbon that could be released is staggering.
Since the beginning of the Industrial Revolution an estimated 350 billion tonnes of carbon dioxide (CO2) have been released through the burning of fossil fuels.
The new estimate of the amount of carbon stored in the Arctic's permafrost soils is around 1,000 billion tonnes. And the Arctic is warming faster than any other part of the globe.
Several recent climate models have estimated that the loss of tropical rainforests to wildfires, deforestation and other causes could increase the concentration of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere from 10 to 100 parts per million by the end of the century.
The current level is about 380 parts per million.
"Tropical forests are essentially inflammable," Field said. "You couldn't get a fire to burn there if you tried. But if they dry out just a little bit, the result can be very large and destructive wildfires."
Recent studies have also shown that global warming is reducing the ocean's ability to absorb carbon by altering wind patterns in the Southern Ocean. Faster winds blow surface out of the way, causing water with higher concentrations of carbon dioxide to rise to the surface.
Sea levels are also rising faster than previously estimated as ocean temperatures warm and melting ice in mountain glaciers and at the poles flows into the ocean, warned Anny Cazenave, of France's Centre National d'Etudes Spatiales.
Fresh analysis using satellite imaging has shown that in the past 16 years, average sea levels have risen at a rate that is twice as fast as the last century: more than three millimeters a year.
Some regions have seen levels rise as much as one centimeter a year, Cazenave told reporters.
The expanding use of biofuels could also contribute to global warming because farmers are cutting down and burning down tropical forests to plant crops, said Holly Gibbs of Stanford University.
"If we run our cars on biofuels produced in the tropics, chances will be good that we are effectively burning rainforests in our gas tanks," she warned.
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wah die... DIE DIE DIE. going to be the EOW liao lah. Still want to live longer, i still have alot of things which i have not done.
YQ and I came my house. Told mum is come do hw, in the end down there laughing.
原来我一点也不了解你...
Since the beginning of the Industrial Revolution an estimated 350 billion tonnes of carbon dioxide (CO2) have been released through the burning of fossil fuels.
The new estimate of the amount of carbon stored in the Arctic's permafrost soils is around 1,000 billion tonnes. And the Arctic is warming faster than any other part of the globe.
Several recent climate models have estimated that the loss of tropical rainforests to wildfires, deforestation and other causes could increase the concentration of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere from 10 to 100 parts per million by the end of the century.
The current level is about 380 parts per million.
"Tropical forests are essentially inflammable," Field said. "You couldn't get a fire to burn there if you tried. But if they dry out just a little bit, the result can be very large and destructive wildfires."
Recent studies have also shown that global warming is reducing the ocean's ability to absorb carbon by altering wind patterns in the Southern Ocean. Faster winds blow surface out of the way, causing water with higher concentrations of carbon dioxide to rise to the surface.
Sea levels are also rising faster than previously estimated as ocean temperatures warm and melting ice in mountain glaciers and at the poles flows into the ocean, warned Anny Cazenave, of France's Centre National d'Etudes Spatiales.
Fresh analysis using satellite imaging has shown that in the past 16 years, average sea levels have risen at a rate that is twice as fast as the last century: more than three millimeters a year.
Some regions have seen levels rise as much as one centimeter a year, Cazenave told reporters.
The expanding use of biofuels could also contribute to global warming because farmers are cutting down and burning down tropical forests to plant crops, said Holly Gibbs of Stanford University.
"If we run our cars on biofuels produced in the tropics, chances will be good that we are effectively burning rainforests in our gas tanks," she warned.
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wah die... DIE DIE DIE. going to be the EOW liao lah. Still want to live longer, i still have alot of things which i have not done.
YQ and I came my house. Told mum is come do hw, in the end down there laughing.
原来我一点也不了解你...
what we could have been, 9:50 PM.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
ONCE IN A BLUE MOON
YTD moon was BLUE!!! YTD was V. day! well, humans are greedy, its always not enough. The moon was blue bcos, i could go THERE THERE, and its super once in a blue moon de norhs. But had to leave early, then went to popo shop/ cousin house as usual. then night still have steven. But Lin lao Shi talk damn funny sia, we talking about the Shao nu Xing zui an ji zeng... then talked about the teacher and the 15/16 year old guy de XXX then all laugh like siao. AND!!! i saw aloysius, it has been like... 3 years before i met her again.! I think she think i siao, cuz i kept looking at her....:X cuz she looked super familiar ahh. Then i msg her, lucky her no. neh change ehh.. HEHE. She say i change alot, yah right, fatter...
when a dog knows that its going to die, it will walk as far as it wants, and wait for the time to come...
That dog is really stupid sia... she was fat, and strong, but time has made her so old, so skinny, and now, she is lying there waiting for her time to come.
YTD moon was BLUE!!! YTD was V. day! well, humans are greedy, its always not enough. The moon was blue bcos, i could go THERE THERE, and its super once in a blue moon de norhs. But had to leave early, then went to popo shop/ cousin house as usual. then night still have steven. But Lin lao Shi talk damn funny sia, we talking about the Shao nu Xing zui an ji zeng... then talked about the teacher and the 15/16 year old guy de XXX then all laugh like siao. AND!!! i saw aloysius, it has been like... 3 years before i met her again.! I think she think i siao, cuz i kept looking at her....:X cuz she looked super familiar ahh. Then i msg her, lucky her no. neh change ehh.. HEHE. She say i change alot, yah right, fatter...
Then after went to Ahma house AS USUAL...
Today morning went to airport, send cousin, cuz she going back shanghai...
and i'm still struggling with the mashed cupcakes Irina gave.... i've been staring at these for hours...
when a dog knows that its going to die, it will walk as far as it wants, and wait for the time to come...
That dog is really stupid sia... she was fat, and strong, but time has made her so old, so skinny, and now, she is lying there waiting for her time to come.
what we could have been, 3:03 PM.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
After ytd, 2.4, my heart has been beating so fast, i'm feeling super breathless then until now, i'm still out of breath. And somehow, i feel that something is stopping my heart from beating sia, then keep on having cold sweats, then, that kind of feeling when you are very nervous. Then the heart like want to beat can't beat. Shit. Perhaps could use buff oil. Then abit pain uhh...
but the thought of you worsen my condition...
but the thought of you worsen my condition...
what we could have been, 10:01 PM.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Once it's gone, it would be gone for good, but when you make a decision, there is always alot of reasons to support your decision. Once the decision is made, don't ever look back.
Me have decided not to go Perth. Though it is super fun, super educational, I super want to go, but... I have o lvl chinese. I must get A1, this time, there is no way to turn back anymore, i don't want to regret like PSLE, this time is o lvl , i know my el really really cant make it already, i can only put all my hopes in my Normal cl, then after that the HCL will help me to minus 2 points. woohoo.
Saw a video, though it made sense, the background music super nice! infront is some korean word, then after that behind is Trinity piano 3. anybody who has that song, i will thanks you all my life. i listened to that song 83 times already! super nice!
26/2 is getting nearer, and nearer, yet, i no longer feel the tension. i cant do my scales, i cant do sight reading and my oral is borderline. I cant make it i guess. Left two more lessons, i'm going to make my rumba toccata super smooth, and my refrain du gondolier. I tried the piano, and its super hard and the pedal is super hard. If i play f there, i have to play ff on my piano. My c piece is gonna diee...
This saturday... is JIAJIA jj de bdae! wooho! Valentine day. PLS let me out on that day, let me have some fun bfore, 26/2 and 14/3... PLease....
I want no more empty promises..
what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
jealousy won't bring you anywhere.
There would be a combined school band concert, something like that, @ Singapore COnference Hall(SCH), i THINK it is around 730pm to 930 pm. ON 28feb, Saturday. The tickets cost 10 bucks each. IF you want to come, tell me by monday 12am.
The nearest MRT station, Tanjong Pagar, from Exit E is a 4-minute walk to the Singapore Conference Hall.
( click to view the map)
bring a friend along if you're afraid that you'll be bored to tears.
The world is changing every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year. And everyday, people change, due to the surrounding, due to the blow they have dealt, due to..... almost everything!
OVERDUED...
what we could have been, 2:43 PM.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Sorry again. I had just realise that i have made promises which are beyond my means. I could not do anything about it, i have no control over my life, i can't control it. THEY control me, maybe i should not have replied that msg, i wish i had never knew you, so that there won't be a burden, less things for you to worry. When i thought that i had nothing else, you should have just ignored me, i should not have gone that day, then i would not know another person, then i would not have to dissapoint both of you. When i managed to go there, i had to exchange it with something, but now, nothing could exchange for the time i could go out. Perhaps that would be my first and last time going there. It seems that i'm making excuses, i have tried to sacrifice, but everything was in vain, i could do nothing about it. No matter what i do, there will be someone that is super happy with it and the other so unhappy with it.
BLA
have to redo Geography project... =.-
BLA
have to redo Geography project... =.-
what we could have been, 5:55 PM.
Monday, February 2, 2009
YOU SUCKS LA ANG PEI SIN. PLAY PLAY PLAY YOU THINK FUNNY. DUMBASSS..
I don't know what you want. I can't catch any of your hints. I don't even know if you're hinting. What if you are not or even you are. Can you just tell me... Or am i being too sensitive. I want this to be settled once and for all. It has been bugging me. How i wish you had not appeared in my life.
Syafiq ONG! is the first guy who took and umbrella and sheltered me! When we were in pri 3. Dont worry... he's a gay boy as in now. hehe. Primary 3 reminds me of PJH. eversince then.., my hand got the letter P. Until now, it is still there. Until now i still dont understand why he suddenly become to cold towards me when i change class to 4b and stayed in b in my whole pri life. I wanted to ask why, but never had the chance. Once the chinese spelling, i neh learn then cheat. stupid me kena caught. He also kena caught. But cher didn catch us, she see us after class. I was Shocked that he actually cheat luh. As in pri3 sit tgt then cheat tgt.:X HAHS. will i ever see him again....
i dont even know why i'mposting this...
CRAZY ALREADY. THIS IS CALLED STRESS~~~~ getting into depression.
what we could have been, 6:18 PM.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
TEST AND TEST! QUIZ AND QUIZ! EXAMS AND EXAMS! SRP AND SRP! BAND AND BAND! TUITION AND TUITION! THATS MY LIFE. YTD went to cchy got music xchange. SAW SYAFIQ ONG! Projects not done.! gosh! if my summary test dont pass, i shall kill myself. I dowan el srp. Waste time i have better things to do... Sick and tired of almost everything... everything... anything...
你不是真心的.....
你不是真心的.....
what we could have been, 9:48 PM.
