Sunday, October 19, 2008

how do i say. Efforts paid off or i didnt put in enough effort, the dumb me. Too carless. Nobody to blame but only me. Nevermind Not quantity but quality... I'm really going to start studying when i get my books. Firstly, my all my choices falls under the science combination of course. Compulsory subjects would be el, hmt, e maths, chem, a maths, then geog elective. I'm not going to take history cause the better teacher is gone. Then i will take pure biology. then second choice i take pure physics. third choice like bo bian liao so i take english lit elective then biology. almost all the choice the same la, if take physics also no problem got mr ho. From next week onwards mr ho starts, friday starts working at kahteck, with the pay of 20 bucks per day. Poor pay but better then nothing.
I really very scared luhhs, i dont really like changing environment i'm afraid i cant adapt as fast laa. Damn scary laa i can imagine that the whole class all damn quiet then i have to keep quiet then seat there one corner. Somemore i'm afraid that i would be index no.1! shit laa! So scared la!
And i'm so going to chiong my normal chinese and i must get a1. I plan everything liao just hope that everything would go so smoothly.

what we could have been, 8:01 PM.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

maybe i have gone rusty again. but why must it be this time? why not the other, wether i can change my fate depends on this and i ruin it with my own hands... SO in conlusion i will always lose to aka laa! whatever i do is just because i learnt it. I learn piano so? you all would say that if he learn piano he would be the best pianist. last time swimming lesson also like this he would win me. PSLE also like this, he win me, all this shows that i'm fated to lose laa in everyone eyes he the tian cai me lehh the person who have big brains but nao li shen cao. pissed me laa hor? When i finally have something that was better than him, which was chinese, they would say chinese lan nevermind anyway as long as you can speak in chinese can liao, chinese so good for what? It is not an international language afterall. MUST THEY REALLY STEP on me like this? Am i really that lan? Am i really so stupid? Well i M ! No matter how much effort i put in, in would always be in vain. I cramp my head with evcrything i know, squeezing out all the brain juice i have, telling myself that i can make it what the point? I STILL CAN'T MAKE IT! What can i do? ACCEPT THE FACT LUHHS think that there are still people more worse than me. BUT I STILL BU GAN XIN!

OKiees enough of those craps. Ytd and today had band. My Clar got infected by hazzry's clar!! 1ARRS i wanna kill him . All the small small bugs crawling all around the clar. OHMYGOSH! the slightest thought of it made me feel itchy! RAWW! DISGUSTED! then saw tong and the barbaric man had the same hairstyle and they look like father and son. Then Mr tong personally gave the clar sectionals today! We were made to put a piece of paper at the front teeth and tighten the embrochure and blow. The pieces of paper is like to reduce friction or something blahblah then the tone wil sound OOOOO ROUNDER! THIS is the first time i ever put paper in my mouth. BLEAH! puii!!! but it really sounded rounder and the tone quite nice also lehh..

HAHAS! went home and had piano lesson. NEW SONGS! MY B piece is out! woohoo! I LOVE REFRAIN DU GONDOLIER to the core! I LOVE ROMANTICS TO THE CORE!!!

REFRAIN DU GONDOLIER!@

that man is under stress again and i have to stand his temper. BLAh pls dun bring your stress home you are not the one suffering and it is us and ma can be a man laa hor.

what we could have been, 9:11 PM.

Friday, October 10, 2008

YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!!! WOOHOOO!!!! YAY!!!! not actually happy because my happiness would only be complete until the results comes out and no more worries... Then the 2e4 would be separated... I dun wan larhh... like that hor... sec2 is the best.. sec1 just come to a new school so it an adaptation... then sec2 is play! is frens!! Sec3 is like CCA =.= and getting use to the new class... studies... then sec4 is o levels =.=. Time is like going so fast.
yesterday maths was... I dunno. I'm not sure luhhs, all the question are like quite easy as i can do most of it, but i finish at 930am which made me feel unsecure. When i finish i still see alot of ppl doing there paper, i see liao i more scared i scared later all careless mistake. NEH MIND it is over...OVER!!!! then after school then walk the longer route home.. but i also dunno why.. HAHAS! stayed at home do anything. MUM dun allow me out, then dun go out luhhs.. lazy go argue anyway also nobody ask me out, so stayed at home.
I'm going to pester someone who would sleep all day long pester until he cant sleep. woah hahha!!! you wait you wait. you are going to have 100 over miss call if you dun pick up.

what we could have been, 9:49 AM.

Friday, October 3, 2008

i week of exams passed! how many days left i loss count.! i only know i hhave tuition everyday!

what we could have been, 5:43 PM.