Saturday, January 24, 2009
IRINA LOW!
i'm not sure if you are looking at this... but what i said that night is real except for paying your phone bill unless... i'm the one who made it BOMBA.. hahs.
I'm like feelingso bad rejecting Irina and Yong Qing all the time and whenever they ask me to go for service.. They take turn to ask de.. HAHS!
went to BUY cny clothes with lynn and jingyi.. They pei me.. AND i dont even know where i went to buy. Went to sakae then went to buy clothes then went to buy a pencil box! and a new wallet!woohoo as the converse wallet is already dying.! dont torture it anymore. hehe. then after that went to some relavtive house then they got bbq.. but i forgot to eat... just sit and the rooftop swing... CAlled lynn... called.......... and called irina.... HEHE! then went to buy flowers/plant then went home at around 12. By then ah my phone and my battery already FLAT lerhx.
Morning woke up and was nearly late for mr ho at 8am. Then came back, slack a while then on com then do hw. didn even touch piano theory. SIAN
GUEss what i saw on band blog??
that _!_ GO AND put something on the band blog... shameless. He seriously have no common sense. DUMB! Dowan elaborate lerhsx. He say he want to blow his top blow la. without him, the band can still work. HE cant even help the tuba la, make gabriel cry, he cant even teach and i don see the point of him coming back. CUZ HE IS COMPLETELY USELESS. GET OUT! BULLSHIT!
BRAINLESS.
then after that JINGYI save the day of course.
later still have tuition... SIAN NA... 7-9pm.... its killing me already...
i'm not sure if you are looking at this... but what i said that night is real except for paying your phone bill unless... i'm the one who made it BOMBA.. hahs.
I'm like feelingso bad rejecting Irina and Yong Qing all the time and whenever they ask me to go for service.. They take turn to ask de.. HAHS!
went to BUY cny clothes with lynn and jingyi.. They pei me.. AND i dont even know where i went to buy. Went to sakae then went to buy clothes then went to buy a pencil box! and a new wallet!woohoo as the converse wallet is already dying.! dont torture it anymore. hehe. then after that went to some relavtive house then they got bbq.. but i forgot to eat... just sit and the rooftop swing... CAlled lynn... called.......... and called irina.... HEHE! then went to buy flowers/plant then went home at around 12. By then ah my phone and my battery already FLAT lerhx.
Morning woke up and was nearly late for mr ho at 8am. Then came back, slack a while then on com then do hw. didn even touch piano theory. SIAN
GUEss what i saw on band blog??
that _!_ GO AND put something on the band blog... shameless. He seriously have no common sense. DUMB! Dowan elaborate lerhsx. He say he want to blow his top blow la. without him, the band can still work. HE cant even help the tuba la, make gabriel cry, he cant even teach and i don see the point of him coming back. CUZ HE IS COMPLETELY USELESS. GET OUT! BULLSHIT!
BRAINLESS.
then after that JINGYI save the day of course.
later still have tuition... SIAN NA... 7-9pm.... its killing me already...
what we could have been, 5:23 PM.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I DOWAN TO DO CHORD PROGRESSION LAA~~!!! mr poh!!!! aiya say also dont know... =.- tsk... Sian
i just realise something, tortoise kor is growing FAT luhhss.. he getting fatter and fatter. LOOKs ugly liao... lynn not having phone for 5 days... she die.. i also die nehh... _!_ i kena english srp!!! shit la i pass my test but still need go. Write too much points, minus point (it is relevant point lehh). sian norhs... YAO laoshi taught us chinses for the last day. It's her last day in aiss and wu lao shi coming back lerhx. Sian.. i think i already starting to miss her already.. REALLY! Going to mr ho soon... TODAY IS AMATHS! woohoo.. okay i dont even think i like maths.. then erm... my chem and physics test gonecase liao. Chem cooling curve i drew as heating curve. SHIT ME! Then physics, i take 20/T when it's suppose to be the other way round. SHIT ME AGN! i sucks lah... begining of the year already want to die liao later amaths got LOG ahh i die liao. NVM i've ANG KAH SIENG AS BACKUP! hahas.
Am i being too sensitive? Or too insensitive? Is he really waiting for me?? Is he taking a longer route home just to accompany me... orrr... he wanted to go with big groups?? the latter i guees.
i just realise something, tortoise kor is growing FAT luhhss.. he getting fatter and fatter. LOOKs ugly liao... lynn not having phone for 5 days... she die.. i also die nehh... _!_ i kena english srp!!! shit la i pass my test but still need go. Write too much points, minus point (it is relevant point lehh). sian norhs... YAO laoshi taught us chinses for the last day. It's her last day in aiss and wu lao shi coming back lerhx. Sian.. i think i already starting to miss her already.. REALLY! Going to mr ho soon... TODAY IS AMATHS! woohoo.. okay i dont even think i like maths.. then erm... my chem and physics test gonecase liao. Chem cooling curve i drew as heating curve. SHIT ME! Then physics, i take 20/T when it's suppose to be the other way round. SHIT ME AGN! i sucks lah... begining of the year already want to die liao later amaths got LOG ahh i die liao. NVM i've ANG KAH SIENG AS BACKUP! hahas.
Am i being too sensitive? Or too insensitive? Is he really waiting for me?? Is he taking a longer route home just to accompany me... orrr... he wanted to go with big groups?? the latter i guees.
what we could have been, 4:56 PM.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
i miss ZIGUI... GOSH... suddenly... he was there that time but he's not here anymore.
i miss IRINA. I think i miss Yong Qing too. Though only met once. TEST AND TEST. TOMORROW iSS YONGER DE BDAE! I just pluck up my courage and....... (secret). surprisingly...... agreed to it.
THIS IS going to be my first and last time for syf. i dont want to get cop or bronze.. i want to maintain at least a silver. i dowan ppl to say we're noob. scoldings from majors without reason is fun! wooho!! and that stupid ******* go die la stop being so extra.
what we could have been, 9:56 PM.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
OH MY GOSH ! everything is killing me! fri cca open house! spent sometime with yong er and presy! then this coming thurs is yong er bdae! woohoo......
practical exam is on 26/2 then theory is on 14/3 and i stil haven finish my theory homework lahh!!! I FEEL SO SICK.
practical exam is on 26/2 then theory is on 14/3 and i stil haven finish my theory homework lahh!!! I FEEL SO SICK.
what we could have been, 1:48 PM.
Monday, January 12, 2009
不管有多大的改变，都已经无所谓了.我们的距离越来越远，你再也看不到我的转变了.不在乎天长地久.只在乎曾经拥有.我好想你, 好像在抱你最后一次。i saw this on zi gui... ermm pm.. yah and it makes alot alot of sense. talking about zigui i think it has already been a year or so ever since i saw him... I guess he changed alot alot. i'm like going crazy with all the homeworks piling up to mount everest and queueing up to the moon. The schedule is like pack till i cant breathe at all. Mon, remedial. tues, band, wed, band, thurs, tuition, fri band, sat tuition and tuition, sunday piano. and there is like no time to squeeze it in and time cant be compress. today is prescilla bdae! happy bdae! hahs! end here.
如果把你的眼神默背好，就可以无视寂寞的悬崖，我想，我不会像现 在这么糟，如果把走过的路都记牢，就可以面对断线的依靠，至少， 孤单不用如此的骄傲，不止热雨的微笑增加跟脑海的湿掉，抓不紧，也放不掉，未来的梦和街角是否转身就找得到
爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到，只要你觉得快乐就好，梦会温热眼 角，让回忆像水草般缠绕，却总能让人勇敢不消，爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料，只能在心里做个记号，只到那天 遇到，还会是同样的味道，下雨也好驱风也好，心想着就能不会难熬
如果把你的眼神默背好，就可以无视寂寞的悬崖，我想，我不会像现 在这么糟，如果把走过的路都记牢，就可以面对断线的依靠，至少， 孤单不用如此的骄傲，不止热雨的微笑增加跟脑海的湿掉，抓不紧，也放不掉，未来的梦和街角是否转身就找得到
爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到，只要你觉得快乐就好，梦会温热眼 角，让回忆像水草般缠绕，却总能让人勇敢不消，爱是一种需要，聚散却没办法预料，只能在心里做个记号，只到那天 遇到，还会是同样的味道，下雨也好驱风也好，心想着就能不会难熬
what we could have been, 6:45 PM.
Monday, January 5, 2009
WHO ON THIS EARTH AT THIS AGE, WOULD BRING THIER BF HOME WHEN THEY KNOW THAT THEIR PARENTS MIGHT BE BACK ANYTIME?
why compare other ppl with you? Does everyone thinks that way? Stop comparing yourself and me. Both of you had got the freedom during your secondary school life, why cant i have mine? mind you, i'm already like sec3 this year luhhs. I only have on secondary school life in my whole life time, and i'm gonna spend it my way, and i promise i will never regret. I want my life. So what it is for my own good? to you it for my own good, but to me? I will never get to see the world, i only have my own square and i live in that small square, cant move out of it. I cant rebel cuz i dont want my sis to be influence and that will be another crime of me. STOP making assumptions luhhs, not everyone is like you, i have my own mind, and you are depriving me from having a mind of mine. THATS NOT FAIR!!! WHEN will both of you trust me and listen to me? i know i will never gain that trust, but 忍耐有限。
THIS WEEK GONNA KILL ME. there would be band and tuition one after another. cant finish the project,math sums, and that 2 chinese compo. sick and tired of writing and writing. HE went to tell yan rong, yong er, prescilla, to come back for band. I guess not much hope bahs.. instead of daydreaming, i had rather spent my time training my new juniors. MR ONG place them in clars , they had to start all over again, and i had to start all over again too. It took me around 3 months to practice page 7 no.3 and i practise every single day and i practices the A TO B jump, unless they do that, else there wont be mircale.
its not only a mad rush but a rash decision.
what we could have been, 5:45 PM.
