Sunday, July 27, 2008

i dont owe you any apology. cause i have done nothing wrong. I no longer the peisin who will throw my pride away and apolpgize to the things which i have not done and even if i have done it i dont feel i have done the wrong thing. Hate me if you want. " no matter how much you hate a person, the person will never feel it, you will only be the one living in the misery of hurt."

nothing much to do lately anyway. Alot of homeworks but lazy to do. Stil clinging on to the R& J project though we are the last group to present, I wanna watch the whole movie. Mdm Kaur talk and talk but never show it to us. Today went to cut my hair at Stelle auty thare. Cut till like so short so damn hou hui. My fringe! then after that mei gugu brought me and my sis go singepore flyer. My sis was so damn afraid of height. It was so damn cool. Everything i see it like so small. hahs. My msg bomba again, =.= cant msg for so long. My hands getting itchy liao. ARRS!

need do bao zhang bao dao. =.=

end here~

what we could have been, 4:10 PM.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

greatest SINNER... that why, my name is pei SIN... i really dont understand what i did to deserve all this. Every moves i make, i think about A, worry that she will get hurt, me myself get hurt nevermind. In the end, this is what i ended up with... And B, because of her, i have to do something which i dont wish to. In the end the person who is hurt is not only me but someone else. I trusted B so much, i never thought that she would betray me.

NOW, there is nothing else i can do, to C my words to her is already very hard to be believed yet she still believes me like siao.
I dun wan to qiang you from A, tell her you believe her and not me bahs...
maybe, that really going to solve everything...

what we could have been, 5:20 PM.

Monday, July 14, 2008

today monday mad rush sia... woke up then know that still got alot of things still not done.! My bag not even pack. Then on the way to school.. kena scolding.... NAGNAGNAG>>> blabla... dont care...
lynn today really never come to school lehh.. super sia she... dunn she coming tmr or not...

afterschool go the Shanghai meeting then the shanghai people coming over to singapore around the end of July. But my buddy not coming. But!!! my buddy's friend coming... hehex^^ but dunno if can get to choose buddy de or not. Dont even know if the teacher let me choose my own buddy. then go watch the talent time thingi... then after that walk with Serene go busstop then wait for Jialin, then they went off!

stupid larhx... my stupid legs.. i cant run anymore.. LOUSY!!!@#% raaW!!!! the timing drop like wth!!!
Cant run anymore liao i think. Dying soon, no more air liao, all my air used up liao. my 2.4... hopeless liao. getting useless...

no band on TUES!! yeah!! can go home early! SLEEPPPPP!!! woah haha! but Wednesday got band... =.- so many homeworks but lazy to do... cannot liao... no more stamina to do homework liao...

what going to happen tmr... who knows? I suddenly feel so lost... nothing is forever.. i'm just left with regrets for not cherishing the time thinking that he would have alot of time... if he can come back, i will do anything just to see him. Hear him talk! you are not Forgotten!

what we could have been, 5:57 PM.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

time past... So many things have happen this whole week. Suddenly it is gone, his is forever gone. Just gone like that dont know what to say about it. and dont feel like talking about it.
anyway we got SILVER for NBC. I didnt screw up my soli... PHew..

what we could have been, 9:51 PM.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

finally... it is thursday, and tmr, friday Today Miss Tow was like like damn funny larh she only passed BIO. Then today in class she did alot of things then the class laugh like.. HAHAS! then lynn... laughed like siao! shant bad mouth her... got a weird feeling... saw somebody on the bus, my reaction was supposed to be... but i felt like nothing then i continue boarding the bus then somemore nearly say hello... lols.. TIME HAS PROVEN everything! I can remember it i CAN forget it somemore it already hopeless lerhx...

days pass, and i think i should take the bear out of the cupboard...

for that mou mou ren, luckily only i was injured no one else was or else, you wont be what you were today.
bleanhsx... :P

what we could have been, 8:41 PM.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

BAND! As per normal, everything went normal, normal school day, normal school life... Getting more and more boring. Lols damn funny luhhs.. roday in class, miss cheng never come, and mrs chew come to our class. So long never see mrs chew lerhx, lols. she very funny luhhs.. HAHA. Then after school saw MAM huiyi! after came back from shanghai, until now then see her in school. She suddenly sit behind me, then like MARIA! then i JUMPED up! lols, it has been some time since Someone calls me maria...

band, sucks, my washington first few bars sucks, where is lucella, i cant play when i'm tense, when there is tong, i cant play a single shit..
arrs, nezxt week nbc..=.=

NEED RUSH ALL THE HOMEWORK LIAO... sosososo

end~here.....

what we could have been, 8:32 PM.