Tuesday, April 21, 2009
When will 220509 come...
I think i miss band like mad already. i just felt really really empty. Without band, life seems to be so aimless. BUT!!! i've found a new aim! the upcoming MYE~! But quite slack. Though i revised some... but, i'm still not confident. Need to study alot alot more. I hope i could make it this Sunday cause it is Jialin's bdae! Hope Mummy would allow me. Had oral ytd, and thanks Jh for teaching me oral, cos i missed out lessons for oral then i only have the notes to refer, nothing much. Then thanks TY for giving moral support uh! He is super nice! haha! I feel so bad not going to support him for his race, as mum don't allow then too bad lo. Damn lots of projects, exams still need to do projects. Can Projects help in o level? Retarded idea of teacher. Esp chinese. Its irrelavant. This Saturday have Cat's musical.. I don't have anything that looks nice enough to go... Should i just go and borrow or... buy... bla wdv... wait until Friday then say...
you reap what you sow..
I think i miss band like mad already. i just felt really really empty. Without band, life seems to be so aimless. BUT!!! i've found a new aim! the upcoming MYE~! But quite slack. Though i revised some... but, i'm still not confident. Need to study alot alot more. I hope i could make it this Sunday cause it is Jialin's bdae! Hope Mummy would allow me. Had oral ytd, and thanks Jh for teaching me oral, cos i missed out lessons for oral then i only have the notes to refer, nothing much. Then thanks TY for giving moral support uh! He is super nice! haha! I feel so bad not going to support him for his race, as mum don't allow then too bad lo. Damn lots of projects, exams still need to do projects. Can Projects help in o level? Retarded idea of teacher. Esp chinese. Its irrelavant. This Saturday have Cat's musical.. I don't have anything that looks nice enough to go... Should i just go and borrow or... buy... bla wdv... wait until Friday then say...
you reap what you sow..
what we could have been, 6:27 PM.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Nothing comes true....
No matter how hard you pray
no matter how hard you wish
No matter how you try
Nothing comes true....
Miracle are just coincidence...
tell me they are not... I'm losing confidence...
I just want him to give me face of assurance. I don't want a change of conductor anymore. Please dont give up on us. Don't leave us alone, like he did. Please... Thats the last thing i'm wishing for...
Hugs needed... But i'm afraid i would break down again.... But WHO would be there...? No one...
No matter how hard you pray
no matter how hard you wish
No matter how you try
Nothing comes true....
Miracle are just coincidence...
tell me they are not... I'm losing confidence...
I just want him to give me face of assurance. I don't want a change of conductor anymore. Please dont give up on us. Don't leave us alone, like he did. Please... Thats the last thing i'm wishing for...
Hugs needed... But i'm afraid i would break down again.... But WHO would be there...? No one...
what we could have been, 6:30 PM.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
i'm only left with...
26HOURS!
I feel really helpless. Its going to be the first and last time. And we are not ready. Looking back, i starts to have regrets. I still cant bring in the emotions to meno mosso. I still cant make it. God, would you please help me? Help this Band? We really really hope to get a Silver. We need to get a Silver. I'm willing to sacrifice everything, just to get the silver medal. Can you help me to pull all the band members heart togerther, the percussion starts to be serious. Once we are on stage, there would be no way we can turn back. Tmr attendance would be good. EL teachers would xcuse band members from oral and postpone it, PLeae make it happen. We are only left with that mere 3 hours plus. Band members, treasure that time. PLEASE! Mr Poh, please don't give uo on us, everyone can but you can't. GOD! please help me, help the band... PLEASE....
26HOURS!
I feel really helpless. Its going to be the first and last time. And we are not ready. Looking back, i starts to have regrets. I still cant bring in the emotions to meno mosso. I still cant make it. God, would you please help me? Help this Band? We really really hope to get a Silver. We need to get a Silver. I'm willing to sacrifice everything, just to get the silver medal. Can you help me to pull all the band members heart togerther, the percussion starts to be serious. Once we are on stage, there would be no way we can turn back. Tmr attendance would be good. EL teachers would xcuse band members from oral and postpone it, PLeae make it happen. We are only left with that mere 3 hours plus. Band members, treasure that time. PLEASE! Mr Poh, please don't give uo on us, everyone can but you can't. GOD! please help me, help the band... PLEASE....
what we could have been, 10:05 PM.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
MENO MOSSO MEANS LESS MOVEMENT...
5 more days. And we are not ready. It would really be a miracle if we gets a silver. Really prays hard that we could get at least a bronze. Still cannot get the meno mosso parts right. The expression, the intonation! AND! Can't blend. Clashing like mad, it no don't even sound like music, it sounds like NOISE. Was suppose to brush up... But tmr have CIP. DAMN! Waste my time I must make it. I want the people playing Bar 60 and meno mosso and bar 128 parts to cry when the play. It WILL happen.
Think of the saddest thing that happened to you.
I nearly died today. fortunately, the bball didnt hit my head
5 more days. And we are not ready. It would really be a miracle if we gets a silver. Really prays hard that we could get at least a bronze. Still cannot get the meno mosso parts right. The expression, the intonation! AND! Can't blend. Clashing like mad, it no don't even sound like music, it sounds like NOISE. Was suppose to brush up... But tmr have CIP. DAMN! Waste my time I must make it. I want the people playing Bar 60 and meno mosso and bar 128 parts to cry when the play. It WILL happen.
Think of the saddest thing that happened to you.
I nearly died today. fortunately, the bball didnt hit my head
what we could have been, 9:04 PM.
