Wednesday, October 15, 2008
maybe i have gone rusty again. but why must it be this time? why not the other, wether i can change my fate depends on this and i ruin it with my own hands... SO in conlusion i will always lose to aka laa! whatever i do is just because i learnt it. I learn piano so? you all would say that if he learn piano he would be the best pianist. last time swimming lesson also like this he would win me. PSLE also like this, he win me, all this shows that i'm fated to lose laa in everyone eyes he the tian cai me lehh the person who have big brains but nao li shen cao. pissed me laa hor? When i finally have something that was better than him, which was chinese, they would say chinese lan nevermind anyway as long as you can speak in chinese can liao, chinese so good for what? It is not an international language afterall. MUST THEY REALLY STEP on me like this? Am i really that lan? Am i really so stupid? Well i M ! No matter how much effort i put in, in would always be in vain. I cramp my head with evcrything i know, squeezing out all the brain juice i have, telling myself that i can make it what the point? I STILL CAN'T MAKE IT! What can i do? ACCEPT THE FACT LUHHS think that there are still people more worse than me. BUT I STILL BU GAN XIN!
OKiees enough of those craps. Ytd and today had band. My Clar got infected by hazzry's clar!! 1ARRS i wanna kill him . All the small small bugs crawling all around the clar. OHMYGOSH! the slightest thought of it made me feel itchy! RAWW! DISGUSTED! then saw tong and the barbaric man had the same hairstyle and they look like father and son. Then Mr tong personally gave the clar sectionals today! We were made to put a piece of paper at the front teeth and tighten the embrochure and blow. The pieces of paper is like to reduce friction or something blahblah then the tone wil sound OOOOO ROUNDER! THIS is the first time i ever put paper in my mouth. BLEAH! puii!!! but it really sounded rounder and the tone quite nice also lehh..
HAHAS! went home and had piano lesson. NEW SONGS! MY B piece is out! woohoo! I LOVE REFRAIN DU GONDOLIER to the core! I LOVE ROMANTICS TO THE CORE!!!
REFRAIN DU GONDOLIER!@
that man is under stress again and i have to stand his temper. BLAh pls dun bring your stress home you are not the one suffering and it is us and ma can be a man laa hor.
what we could have been, 9:11 PM.
