Monday, January 5, 2009
WHO ON THIS EARTH AT THIS AGE, WOULD BRING THIER BF HOME WHEN THEY KNOW THAT THEIR PARENTS MIGHT BE BACK ANYTIME?
why compare other ppl with you? Does everyone thinks that way? Stop comparing yourself and me. Both of you had got the freedom during your secondary school life, why cant i have mine? mind you, i'm already like sec3 this year luhhs. I only have on secondary school life in my whole life time, and i'm gonna spend it my way, and i promise i will never regret. I want my life. So what it is for my own good? to you it for my own good, but to me? I will never get to see the world, i only have my own square and i live in that small square, cant move out of it. I cant rebel cuz i dont want my sis to be influence and that will be another crime of me. STOP making assumptions luhhs, not everyone is like you, i have my own mind, and you are depriving me from having a mind of mine. THATS NOT FAIR!!! WHEN will both of you trust me and listen to me? i know i will never gain that trust, but 忍耐有限。
THIS WEEK GONNA KILL ME. there would be band and tuition one after another. cant finish the project,math sums, and that 2 chinese compo. sick and tired of writing and writing. HE went to tell yan rong, yong er, prescilla, to come back for band. I guess not much hope bahs.. instead of daydreaming, i had rather spent my time training my new juniors. MR ONG place them in clars , they had to start all over again, and i had to start all over again too. It took me around 3 months to practice page 7 no.3 and i practise every single day and i practices the A TO B jump, unless they do that, else there wont be mircale.
its not only a mad rush but a rash decision.
what we could have been, 5:45 PM.
